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Random Act of Blindness is an expansion project, which began as a short story for an erotic publication,
grew into a novella, and now, has been expanded to a short novel.
This project is dear to me because I was trying to do something that I
don't think happens very much in the genre: making a truly erotic story
rich with all the elements of any other good novel.
I have always wondered why erotica seems to be sequestered in a dark corner,
like a misbehaving red-headed step-child. Why can't we have stories that
are interesting, filled with three-dimensional characters, and a plot that
keeps you turning pages? Why are erotica and quality fiction so often mutually
exclusive? I mean, we all know that we all have sex (unless we don't, and
that's another subject). So why do we pretend that sexual activity is not
a part of our existence? It is at once one of the most motivating factors
in our every day lives. It melts hearts, it wrecks marriages, it defines
us, moves us, reveals us, and keeps us in touch with both our humanity
and our emotional selves. So why do we pretend, in our fiction, it is only
an afterthought?
Perhaps the crux of the issue revolves around the degree to which we describe our sexual encounters in novels. But then, I have
to wonder if this is some atavistic mentality that smacks of our historical
shame regarding the sex act itself. I contend that sex is not dirty, unless
you haven't bathed.
Another challenge I have found with Random Act is that in expanding a story like this, one can only show the characters
having sex so many times before it becomes tedious. It has to become, to
a degree, less about the sex, and more about the characters and the story.
This precarious balance I sought has no doubt made me a better writer,
if I managed to pull it off. Which, according to feedback and reviews,
I have. It doesn't really matter to me if any publisher finds it a viable
and respectable offering in the fiction milieu. I write what I want to
write, how I want to write it, and that's the best (and most honest) way
to be a writer.
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