It’s not like I didn’t expect to hear from the usual suspects in regard to my 6-volume book, Supernatural Hypocrisy: The Cognitive Dissonance of a God Cosmology. But even now, I can be surprised by the variations of hubris and ignorance, even among those who claim no religion. My Facebook friend, Jackie LeMerand, posted on her wall that she had just purchased my book, and then, shall we say, Along Came a Spider.
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- Glenn M Felton There’s a reason it’s $3.99. I had trouble getting past all the uses of the word “I” and “me.” LOL!
- Jackie LaMerand Ah oh, Kelli. Here’s your first critique.
- Jackie LaMerand Glenn, please tone it down the rude knob, will you, sweetie? We all understand that you’re religious and get upset and go into attack mode whenever your beliefs are dissected. If you’ve got something to share, there’s this thing called constructive criticism or conversely you need not say anything. Comments are not mandatory. I’ve only just downloaded it and thought to share it. Told her I’d offer up my thoughts after my move/when I have a chance to sit down and read it.
- Jackie LaMerand Apologies, Kelli.
- Glenn M Felton The book is written in attack mode. Don’t attack if you can’t defend? And for the thousandth time, I’m not religious
- Jackie LaMerand So what if it was written in attack mode? Was it attacking you personally?
Not religious? Do you or do you not believe in a god? - Glenn M Felton Your author friend is an advocate of precise use of language, to facilitate mutual understanding so….
Religious – 1: relating to or manifesting faithful devotion to an acknowledged ultimate reality or deity <a religious person> <religious attitudes> 2: of, relating to, or devoted to religious beliefs or observances <joined a religious order> 3a : scrupulously and conscientiously faithful.
Spiritual is much broader and spirituality isn’t necessarily linked to any religious belief and doesn’t seek to oppress or change anyone’s mind
- Glenn M Felton I do not believe in a deity, worship, or a conscious afterlife
- Jackie LaMerand Then why do you complain so indignantly whenever a post is made that goes against religion and/or the authenticity of the bible?
- Kelli Jae Baeli Glenn : “Don’t attack if you can’t defend” you say. If you didn’t continue reading, how would you know if i defended? And if you HAD ACTUALLY read the book, you’d know I spent a good deal of time defending my position, with factual and reputable references. And I also made it clear this was MY PERSONAL JOURNEY. Why WOULDN’T I use “I” and “Me”?
- Glenn M Felton My complaint with this book is that it springboards from personal experience to conclusions, not just about Christianity, but “God cosmology,” (that covers a lot of ground) and makes assumptions along the way that everyone’s internal dynamics and motivations must be like the author’s. It reveals a shallow understanding of spirituality and quickly reverts to an angry attack on Christianity. It’s just sort of unnecessary and doesn’t seem to brreak any new ground.
- Kelli Jae Baeli Glenn: who said anything about spiritual? I’m not sure what you’re referring to.
- Kelli Jae Baeli My conclusions were based on my personal experience and education, rational thought, logic, facts and science. There was no abject singular springboarding in the book, except to springboard repeatedly, throughout my life from one evolution of belief to another. The book took 3 years to write, and I use well over 450 references, and I WAS A CHRISTIAN most of my life, and studied under a bible scholar. My understanding of spirituality is very discerning, you just seem offended, just like most christians would be offended…but this book was not directed at Christians….as it’s clear (even from your words here) that their minds are closed. The book is directed at agnostics. In the description I say: “Directed at agnostics and those struggling with the inconsistencies in Christianity in particular, and religion in general, an author struggles to find her own Personal Cosmology by examining and sharing her beliefs and discoveries about God, the Bible and Christianity.” Again, did you read the entire book? Or are you, yourself, making assumptions?
- Glenn M Felton I will try harder, Jackie, to steer clear of posts like this because I think many of your friends are of like mind about this, frankly angry, and not interested understanding a different point of view. You seem to come to a discussion like this with your minds made up that there is nothing else but perceived reality and that your job is to prove that anyone who doesn’t see it that way is wrong.
- Kelli Jae Baeli I’m not trying to “break new ground” for a christian. I’m sharing my experience with those who have similar cognitive dissonance about religion. You obviously don’t, so why did you even look at it?
- Glenn M Felton I’m not a Christian
- Kelli Jae Baeli Wow. hypocritical much?
- Kelli Jae Baeli Guess what, Glenn? that book wasn’t written with you in mind.
- Glenn M Felton I’m always seeking to understand and have my own beliefs. I contemplate the atheist point of view too but it always seems more orthodox and inflexible than a Jesus freak
- Kelli Jae Baeli {heavy sigh}
- Glenn M Felton I don’t know if there’s a god or not, tho I tend to think there is something uniquely spiritual about human consciousness. I also know there’s nthing demanding my worship, and that I also donlt have to PROVE my beliefs empirically to anyone. It’s fine to live in the question
- Kelli Jae Baeli but then, you are speaking of YOURSELF, aren’t you? Perhaps as a writer, I would be compelled to share, don’t you think? And perhaps out of a need to provide the research and journey to others who might not have the time to devote to it…sounds like you expect ME to be like you. Isn’t that part of your hypocrisy?
- Glenn M Felton I know the book wasnt written with me in mind, Kelli. I guess thats the thing. It was written with you in mind and that’s what makes it less interesting for me, the reader.
- Kelli Jae Baeli You just don’t get it, Glenn. It was my personal journey, which I decided to share. It doesn’t require your interest, if it doesn’t interest you.
- Glenn M Felton Agreed. I misunderstood. I think the title led me to believe it was something else
- Kelli Jae Baeli what did the title lead you to believe? It was about the cognitive dissonance of a god cosmology.
- Kelli Jae Baeli Perhaps if you have so many opinions on the subject, you ought to write your own book
- Glenn M Felton Maybe someday. Good idea
- Kelli Jae Baeli Yeah, someday. Many people say that. But DOING IT is another story. Ever heard of Roosevelt’s quote: “It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.”
- Glenn M Felton The book seemed to be about congitive dissonance explaining primarily the Christian view of god, but it makes sense now if thats where you’re coming from. I didn’t understand from the title that the book would be about a personal journey and Christianity. I expected something broader.
No need to be nasty. I write a little when I can, and am pretty busy with kids, playing music and working a job - Kelli Jae Baeli BROADER??? LOL. really? it’s around 1000 pages! It took 6 different volumes to cover only SOME of it.
- Kelli Jae Baeli Oh, because I’m defending myself against your unwarranted attack, I’m “nasty”?And do you think I’m not busy? wow.
- Glenn M Felton I’m not exactly a timid soul either I write a little poetry, short essays here and there. Kelli, this is just one opinion from a quick read of the “peek inside” at Amazon. What’s your point? Surely you have had readers disagree with you or not be “grabbed” by what you write? Grow a thicker skin. I’m not saying your not busy. Mercy me, you become so defensive so quickly!
- Kelli Jae Baeli all that, and passive-aggressive, too.
- Glenn M Felton Pardon me for being so flip in my initial comments. And I don’t have to like your book or agree with your thesis, or even explain to you why I don’t
- Kelli Jae Baeli No you don’t. Neither do you have to cast unqualified aspersions toward someone who is actually doing the work.
- Kelli Jae Baeli As I said before, it wasn’t written with YOU in mind, so I never intimated or said outright that you had to agree. I knew you wouldn’t.
- Glenn M Felton Your readers don’t have to be “qualified.” Do you get that?
- Kelli Jae Baeli which is one reason I shared the material in published form. To help out with being qualified by providing the most comprehensive and personal-level information I could.
- Kelli Jae Baeli but again, you cannot speak to this book at all, since you didn’t read it.
- Glenn M Felton OK, then I hope your book sells well with people who already agree with you, and captures the thoughtful attention of some who don’t. My apologies for offending with my initial reaction.
- Glenn M Felton I can speak about it any way I want!
- Kelli Jae Baeli you’re ugly and your mother dresses you funny. pfffft
- Glenn M Felton You don’t get to judge who has read it properly or not. Just dissmiss what I have to say about it and we’ll move on
- Kelli Jae Baeli Um, there’s no “We’ll” in that. You go ahead and move on by yourself.
- Kelli Jae Baeli And yes, i CAN judge that someone hasn’t read it properly when the case is they haven’t read it at all.
- Glenn M Felton Ywah, I just read the “look inside” at Amazon
- Kelli Jae Baeli um yes, i know. That’s the point, isn’t it?
- Glenn M Felton I accidentally said Yaweh! LOL!
- Glenn M Felton It is. People read the Look Inside and decide whether to buy the book or not
- Kelli Jae Baeli and how does that “look inside” peek make you qualified to critique the book, again?
- Glenn M Felton My critique is this: another angry diatribe against Christianity by an atheist. That’s what I got from the Look Inside.
- Kelli Jae Baeli So what? I think religion is something we all ought to abhor, and write diatribes about, and be angry about.
- Glenn M Felton That’s fine. I’m not religious, and abhor my share of religious followers.
- Kelli Jae Baeli Then why is it such an issue that I did that with my book?
- Glenn M Felton AND I didn;t like your book based on the Look Inside that I read. Can you alloow those two things to co-exist?
- Kelli Jae Baeli I don’t have control over the “look inside” content
- Glenn M Felton Frankly, oone of my reactions to your book was “there’s nothing new here”
- Kelli Jae Baeli maybe not for YOU–but again, it wasn’t directed AT YOU. Can those two things co-exist in your mind?
- Glenn M Felton Sure, and like I said, I’m sure there are people who will identify with you and buy your book
- Kelli Jae Baeli then what’s the point of your tirade, and insinuating yourself into this post?
- Glenn M Felton Oh, I just do that, and Jackie called your attention to it. I feel frustrated and misunderstood by many of my atheist friends who throw around terms like “religious” and “theist” as if they are slurs and seem incapable of conceptualizing a belief in god divorced of religion. I sometimes turn off their newsfeeds so I don’t see it and react. I haven’t been inside a church onmy own behalf in many many years.
- Kelli Jae Baeli….maybe your atheist friends feel frustrated and misunderstood by you, too. To me “religious” and “theist” are terms I consider pejorative, as do they, I surmise. There are plentiful and cogent reasons for that. There is religion, and then there is GOD–I am disgusted by both, even though GOD ceases to exist the second I reject RELIGION, as one cannot be divorced from the other, because GOD is a being invented by religious people who could not explain the world they lived in, and so manufactured an invisible being…nearly all religious thought stems from myth, (and the rest from human frailty) and myth stems from ignorance and delusion. Spirituality, in my view, is generally a coping mechanism for people who don’t care for religion, per se. (And living staunchly in atheism can also cause depressive realism–when you see the world clearly as it really is, it can oppress the faint of heart.)Now, having said that, I have had and continue to have many experiences that might be called “spiritual”, but I suspect it’s for lack of better word. “There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” I believe the Bard was right about that. But it doesn’t mean it’s about GOD, or religion. It’s about those esoteric experiences for which we have no explanation—YET. I believe all things can eventually be explained in a rational way; that doesn’t mean there aren’t wonderfully mysterious things in this world. And the explanation for them does not detract from their value or wonder. Just because I can’t explain them, doesn’t mean I should default to “spirituality” or “religion” to give them meaning or veracity. For instance, the concepts of reincarnation and afterlife might be explained by membrane theory, and parallel universes…that’s a scientific concept, but it would explain these sensations we have of knowing people before we know them, or having “memories” of other lives….
The bottom line, for me, is that religion has caused more harm, more suffering, and its tentacles reach into every aspect of what is broken in this world. And that is something I will never accept, and I will ALWAYS be angry about.
- Glenn M Felton Interesting. There’s probably a lot we agree on, that my pentacostal and southern baptist sisters would recoil at. To be honest, when you use terms like “imaginary friend” it’s easy to dissnimiss you, maybe wrongly, as just another angry atheist on the internet.
- Jeff Nelson My head is about to explode. That was one intense discussion! Very interesting and revealing.
- Glenn M Felton *Shit, I TOLD you! Now they’re on to us!*
Then, my friend Jackie pasted a post from Glenn’s FB page:
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Forgot to mention that he posted his own little rant on his wall (without using your name) and then went off on an a pseudo-intellectual spiel about the language and the correct translation and meaning of gnosis.
Here, copy and pasting for your amusement:
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Glenn M Felton
Yesterday at 15:38 ·
Language is a tricky thing. Especially translation from one language to another. I am reading an Amazon “peek” at a book that I find pretty unimpressive. It starts out with some scholarly disconnects. It picks on the misuse of words like to “know” and then launches into a first person diatribe against Christianity. Since the books that comprise the Bible weren’t written in English, a scholarly examination of such things requires that you examine the root of the word in it’s original before you rail against its supposed misuse. Our author is a solid advocate of internet resources so my reliance on Dikipedia is OK.Gnosis – is the common Greek noun for knowledge (in the nominative case γνῶσις f.). In the context of the English language gnosis generally refers to the word’s meaning within the spheres of Christian mysticism, Mystery religions and Gnosticism where it signifies a ‘spiritual knowledge’ or religion of knowledge, in the sense of mystical enlightenment or ‘insight’.
Caroline Perales have you ever considered going on Jeopardy?
Karin Franklin When studying the Bible, it’s essential to think about context…by whom were the individual books written, for whom were they written, what were the writers’ motivations for writing them? it seems like too many people either take it entirely at face value or dismiss it altogether. i applaud you.
Jackie LaMerand “In the writings of the Greek Fathers
The fathers of early Christianity used the word “knowledge” (gnosis) in the New Testament to mean spiritual knowledge or specific knowledge of the divine. This positive usage was to contrast it with how gnostic sectarians used the word. [...]
Cardiognosis (“knowledge of the heart”) from Eastern Christianity related to the tradition of the staretz and in Roman Catholic theology is the view that only God knows the condition of one’s relationship with God.”Glenn M Felton I’m alluding to the Gnostic gospels too, Karin, beyond todays codified Bible.
Karin Franklin all of the above still applies to works that, for various reasons (some more compelling than others), didn’t get enough votes to be part of the Cannon.
Glenn M Felton The point, Jackie, is that Gnosis does not refer to “empirical fact.” Atheists seem to be derailed by not understanding the concept of “knowledge” of god and where it originates in the original Greek. It does not mean empirical fact that is amenable to reductionist reasoning.
<<Your thoughts, Kelli?
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Here’s my final comment to him: >>
And so says theological and ancient languages “scholar” Glenn. “…scholarly examination…”? wow. Anyway, I tried my best to remain very friendly and nice to you as have all my atheist friends yet you continually harp and make rude comments on my posts that atheists always bulk all people of delusion together–which I am not denying because it is a warranted generalization–yet you do not notice your hypocrisy in doing exactly the same thing in your various and erroneous complaints about atheists. It’s become very tiring. Your last unsolicited insulting remarks regarding my friend’s book on my wall/post was the last straw and sad to say it probably best if we parted ways. Good luck, Glenn
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- Kelli Jae Baeli @Glenn- Your slamming of my book on your page reveals your own hypocrisy and mean-spirited hubris, as you are denigrating a book YOU DID NOT EVEN READ. Just a few points:I used wikipedia ONLY ONCE in my references and that was for a bio blurb on a person, where there was no other information. I NEVER used wikipedia as a primary source, in any of the over 450 sources I cited in references. And in all my references to language/word meanings, I used the Strong’s Concordance, and reputable scholars who DO KNOW, and my information while studying with a bible scholar who DID understand the languages: Greek, Hebrew, Arabic…I also considered the Pseudepigrapha, Apocrypha, Gnostic Gospels, Dead Sea Scrolls, etc…as well as context, folklore, historical documents, etc. You simply do not know what you’re talking about in regard to my supposed veracity. I cover all the specifics about the authors and supposed-authors of the biblical texts.
The main point here, is that if you haven’t read my ENTIRE book, you have no way of knowing what I did and did not address. You continually make erroneous claims not based in fact, because you don’t, after all, have the facts. Never mind the rather stark reality that you find it so easy to criticize a writer who actually writes the books, when you haven’t written any yourself; especially not one that culminated a lifetime of experience, research, and study and three years of composition. Your egregious error is in mistaking me for low-hanging fruit.
































April 16th, 2013
Jackie LaMerand




Anyway, the reason I stopped reading lesbian books was because I was so frequently and so profoundly disappointed in them. (and in fact, it was the reason I started writing novels–I was so dissatisfied with lesbian fiction, and I wanted to write a book *I* would want to read). Now, granted, I probably haven’t read enough of them to have an unbiased view–definitely not a scientific sampling….but after trying repeatedly, and finding that 9 out of 10 of them were awful, I just went back to writers I knew and respected. And yes, most of them are mainstream authors, not lesbians. I cut my literary teeth on Edgar Rice Burroughs, Edgar Allen Poe, Darian North, Raymond Obstfeld/Laramie Dunaway, Robert A. Heinlein, Dean Koontz, (and yes, some Stephen King); and most recently am enjoying Nelson DeMille and Michael Robotham. The only lesbian writer I read nowadays is
bad books, when you can just stop reading and look for something else you can really enjoy? I will never live long enough to read all the GOOD books I want to read, so if the first two pages make me roll my eyes, I put it away and look elsewhere. With the advent of self-publishing, anyone who thinks they can write, can publish, without ever paying their dues, honing their craft. I know. I have been writing for something like 25 years, and I rewrote every book I have until I could be proud of it, applying all I’d learned to make it the best book it could be. I can go back and read through my first manuscripts and literally CRINGE at the mistakes I made; how truly amateurish it was. So I kept writing, kept studying the craft of writing, paying attention to the writing of those I admired–studying them, and kept applying that learning to those stories of mine. And that process will never end. There will always be something else to learn, to make me a better writer.
Okay, I have probably pissed off some people by now, so maybe I should hush. It’s really awful to have to mince words simply because it might alienate someone who could be a potential reader. But then again, do I want those types as my readers? If those readers who are now huffing and puffing and busting a vein on their foreheads would give it a bit of thought, they’d see that they should be glad that I care that much about the quality of my own work. I hold myself and others to the same standard, and it’s because I want every reader to get to the end of my books and feel satisfied, knowing their time and money was not wasted.
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bleach fumes, up and down stairs, aching body. I realized I would have to leave some things behind because it wouldn’t fit in my car or in storage, and I simply could not make another trip up those stairs carrying things. I was lucky I hadn’t ruptured another disc already. So I made some hard choices. All my art supplies, boxes of many things like old floppy discs, which I hoped my writing was not on without having been transferred last time I tackled that project. Took some pictures.














































